Friday, July 30, 2010

Erotomania and Spanish Swear Words

God knows where this post is going to go.
But 2 things have been on my mind this week - so clearly they are screaming out for me to comment on in some public forum.

1. I am obsessed with why or how women can let themselves be so delusional about love.
2. I am obsessed with my new habit of swearing in Spanish.

So let's begin.

I know this woman. She is by all accounts a normal person - late 30's, able to see most things for what they are.
Yet, she is in the worst relationship I have ever witnessed.
She is actually under the delusion that the man she is with loves her and wants to marry her.

From what I gather - here are the facts of the relationship
  1. dating or 'seeing' each other for 10 years (mainly for the booty call)

  2. she has never actually been to his home

  3. he has never actually been to her home

  4. claims to have a job that takes him 'out of the country often' (i call that a wife at home)

  5. promises the world and delivers nothing

Promises have included:

  1. we are going on vacation next week

  2. I am taking you away for the weekend

  3. I am building us a house to live in

  4. we are getting married!

This is what happens instead:

  1. I have to go to Pakistan next week after all

  2. He stops all contact with her and calls her the following Tuesday

  3. You'll never believe it, they put in the wrong color floor tile, so I told them I wanted a refund on the house

  4. He stops all contact with her and calls her the following Tuesday, it turns out he had to go to Pakistan again.

After 10 years of the same bull - how can this woman not wake up? Are you that down on yourself? Is your self esteem that bad?

The worst is the wedding thing. In the last 2 years, he has promised to take her to Hawaii for a get away wedding.

The first time, he printed some BS off the internet and gave it to her.

He cancelled.

A few months later, he told her he couldn't stand her and only saw her for the sex.

A few weeks later, he called her, got his booty call and then gave her a ring.

A ring that in my opinion looked bogus.

He asked for it back to have it sized (i think it went back in his wifes jewelry box)

She goes out, buys a gown, has it altered, buys all the crap that goes with it and packs her bags for Hawaii again. Keep in mind, she never sees a ticket or any confirmation that a trip is happening.

True to form, the jerk stops all contact with her and never shows up. No calls, no texts, no nothing.

And she continues to believe there is a reasonable explanation. She just doesn't get it. I get it, why doesn't she? Even at my most pitiful, I don't think I could ever let anyone be that cruel to me. When I googled 'delusion in love' the word Erotomania came up.

That is totally her. I love that there is a word for it. He may not be a celebrity - but anyone that is that disinterested in you should count.


In retrospect, as stupid as I have been in the past with my own delusions of love and relationships - I do feel grateful that I never took a nose dive like that. Yikes.

Pendejo!

Cabron!

Hijo de la madre chingada!

Sangrones!


Ok, I feel better now. I love the Biography on Frida Kahlo that I am currently reading. And now that I have new swear words to use - I am feeling even more international.



Friday, July 23, 2010

Keeping Calm, Cool and Collected......

Have you ever seen the book of questions?
It is an awesome book that ask hard and profound questions that are supposed to make you think, spur good conversation and basically make you question your ethics.

The other day, my sister read one of the questions to me out loud.

"If you could live for one year in any time period, when would it be."

I immediately responded, "well, it would have to be a period when air conditioning was around".
We both cracked up laughing because that has been my obsession this year.

How did people live without air conditioning?

Of course I realize I am being shallow and not environmentally conscious with my love of ac.
But as with most modern conveniences, I can't imagine life without it.

Admittedly, this year has been odd for weather......super arctic winter followed by super heat summer. (did I mention it is 105 in Northern VA today?)

Follow that up with my reading mostly biographies this summer and it spurned my wonderment at living in the 16th, 17th, 18th, 19th even 20th century without cool air.


Poor Sally Hemmings. She had to be a slave and give birth to Thomas Jefferson's kids.....all the while living in Monticello with no ac and having to dress in corsets and wool.
It is flippin hot. Even when they were in Paris for two years, the one summer was the warmest on record. It had to be ripe.
You know that TJ was not smelling good with his wigs and wool ensembles either.


Poor Abigail Adams. She had to put up with raising all her kids with a war raging at the front door while John was in Philadelphia. The poor lady didn't even have pins to pin her dress up! I know.....at least John and his funky wig was in Philadelphia - but still.


Poor Frida Kahlo. She had no AC when she miscarried her baby in DETROIT in JULY. And she had to come home to Diego Rivera. All funky with sweat and covered in paint. Yes she was a tortured soul, lots of tragedy in her life, yada yada......but I am just guessing that a bit of ac would have at least given the poor woman some pleasure.


I don't know how the millions of people on the planet do it still.
I have great appreciation for those who must go without and much gratitude that I am not one of them.


If you need to find me this weekend, I will be sitting in a cool dark room with a good book.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Pasty with Pringles Poolside

Whoa!
Where has the summer gone?

I have been full of bad attitude and swimming in family togetherness (both forced and welcomed) - but did take some time to indulge in some nice summer moments so far.

I know we still have August - but August tends to be a blur. When you are a kid August is the crap month because school is starting - as a grown up, it's crap for me because there is not one single national holiday and I usually have to do inventory somewhere.
Doing inventory is like being in math class for me. Math anxiety and OCD that make me recount everything 7 times.

Anyway.....I am happy to report that I actually managed to spend some time in the sun relaxing. Instead of my normal paste colored white, I am now more porcelain. But for me, that's a tan baby!

I rediscoved the joy of the swimming pool this summer.
It has definately helped me to re-charge and relax.
I also rediscovered the joy of a tin of Pringles.
There is nothing like sun warmed Pringles munched by the pool.
Yum.

I had a childhood regression as I recalled my Dad picking me up from KinderCare and taking me to Virginia Beach. I believe we ate cold fried chicken and pringles.

What the hell are Pringles anyway?
is that even a potato?
To me they are like the perfect chip.
They are never broken and never greasy.
Just goodness in a can. For $1.49 how can you go wrong?

Awesome.